We all need to grow spiritually. Not just when we first become a Christian but for the whole time we are walking on this earth. That is what I have been longing for for some time now. It's not up to the Lord how much we grow....it's up to us. We grow through reading the Word and talking with the Lord. Jesus will help you to become all that you need to be if you are diligent in seeking and spending time with Him
"until we see JESUS....face to face"